The Dr diagnosed me with Bronchitis :(
White&Nerdy has a boyfriend.
Shitty weekend.
-Miguel
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
You Didn't Come This Far To Say "No"
Currently Listening To: Timbaland/Esthero/Sebastian - Can You Feel It?
Fuck my life these last few days... I continue to be sick. So sick in fact that my sides literally hurt every time I cough. I stocked up on meds last night but I woke up in the same condition today so I have an appointment tomorrow to go see my doctor after work. Hopefully he can give me some good medicine so I can finally get over whatever this crap is.
I finally broke and told my roomie off the other night about him going off on me the previous night over someone parking behind him that I didnt know about. Things are quasi back to normal but I dont trust him as far as I can throw him... it's not far. Trust me.
White&Nerdy just texted me about hanging out tonight but with me being all sickly I asked him to reschedule to tomorrow. No reply yet, but I hope he's cool with it. Oh, nevermind he just said it was fine.
Work this morning was pretty ridiculous. I started working breakfast as a favor to my boss and it royally sucks. I have to do it AGAIN tomorrow morning, so hopefully it's a little better for round 2. And maybe I can get out early again so I can make it to the Dr's office in time for my appointment.
Sunday is my next full day off and I am soooo looking forward to it. I need to really work my butt off this week: I just saw my checking account today and I overdrew it AGAIN! So I need to work and put some dough in there by the weekend so I can cover my upcoming bills. Bank of America not being in Manhattan is REALLY pissing me off because the closest branch is in Junction City and that's too far of a drive to make regularly. It seriously may be time to start looking around Manhattan for a new bank.
I can't type anymore, all this coughing is killing me.
-M
Fuck my life these last few days... I continue to be sick. So sick in fact that my sides literally hurt every time I cough. I stocked up on meds last night but I woke up in the same condition today so I have an appointment tomorrow to go see my doctor after work. Hopefully he can give me some good medicine so I can finally get over whatever this crap is.
I finally broke and told my roomie off the other night about him going off on me the previous night over someone parking behind him that I didnt know about. Things are quasi back to normal but I dont trust him as far as I can throw him... it's not far. Trust me.
White&Nerdy just texted me about hanging out tonight but with me being all sickly I asked him to reschedule to tomorrow. No reply yet, but I hope he's cool with it. Oh, nevermind he just said it was fine.
Work this morning was pretty ridiculous. I started working breakfast as a favor to my boss and it royally sucks. I have to do it AGAIN tomorrow morning, so hopefully it's a little better for round 2. And maybe I can get out early again so I can make it to the Dr's office in time for my appointment.
Sunday is my next full day off and I am soooo looking forward to it. I need to really work my butt off this week: I just saw my checking account today and I overdrew it AGAIN! So I need to work and put some dough in there by the weekend so I can cover my upcoming bills. Bank of America not being in Manhattan is REALLY pissing me off because the closest branch is in Junction City and that's too far of a drive to make regularly. It seriously may be time to start looking around Manhattan for a new bank.
I can't type anymore, all this coughing is killing me.
-M
Sunday, February 13, 2011
There is a house built out of stone
Currently Listening To: The Cinematic Orchestra - To Build A Home
Last night was ridic. I got sick out in Aggieville last night so I came home and went straight to bed. I woke up today feeling less than stellar but I had a wedding to go to so I went anyhow, I felt like crap all night long. My good friend Emily (who I just found out was pregnant woo woo!) came and parked at my place tonight so we could go out with her brother and girlfriend. She didn't drink, so I drank in her place. It hurt. Towards the end of the night I get a text from my roomie bitching me out about my friend Stacy parking behind him in our lot (who I didnt know was doing so) and blaming me for it... and when I tried to set him straight he went off the fucking deep end on me tonight.
I'm so over it.
I'm now counting down to May 31st.
That's all for tonight.
-M
Last night was ridic. I got sick out in Aggieville last night so I came home and went straight to bed. I woke up today feeling less than stellar but I had a wedding to go to so I went anyhow, I felt like crap all night long. My good friend Emily (who I just found out was pregnant woo woo!) came and parked at my place tonight so we could go out with her brother and girlfriend. She didn't drink, so I drank in her place. It hurt. Towards the end of the night I get a text from my roomie bitching me out about my friend Stacy parking behind him in our lot (who I didnt know was doing so) and blaming me for it... and when I tried to set him straight he went off the fucking deep end on me tonight.
I'm so over it.
I'm now counting down to May 31st.
That's all for tonight.
-M
Friday, February 11, 2011
Friday Night, and the feeling's NOT right
Currently Listening To: Lady Gaga - Born This Way
I'm quasi disappointed in this song, the lyrics are fantastic but the beat is too Madonna "Express Yourself" for my taste. I'm sure after a few more listens I'll like it more.
Went out last night with White&Nerdy, it was fun. However I'm just as confused as ever when it comes to him. He flirts ALOT with me... but that's as far as it's gone so far. Don't get me wrong I'm not trying to jump in the sack with anyone (I'm a lady, after all) but if you're interested then just say so! I hate playing games, but I do like him so I'll keep him around a bit longer.
I have been a bum all day today. I went and picked up my dry cleaning so I have something snazzy to wear to the wedding tomorrow. Now about to get some dinner at So Long with Elaine, Monica and her fiance Tim. First time I've seen Monica since before I left for New Mexico.
I dont feel too hot today. Definitely going to stay in tonight and watch some movies, Redbox here I come!
I'm quasi disappointed in this song, the lyrics are fantastic but the beat is too Madonna "Express Yourself" for my taste. I'm sure after a few more listens I'll like it more.
Went out last night with White&Nerdy, it was fun. However I'm just as confused as ever when it comes to him. He flirts ALOT with me... but that's as far as it's gone so far. Don't get me wrong I'm not trying to jump in the sack with anyone (I'm a lady, after all) but if you're interested then just say so! I hate playing games, but I do like him so I'll keep him around a bit longer.
I have been a bum all day today. I went and picked up my dry cleaning so I have something snazzy to wear to the wedding tomorrow. Now about to get some dinner at So Long with Elaine, Monica and her fiance Tim. First time I've seen Monica since before I left for New Mexico.
I dont feel too hot today. Definitely going to stay in tonight and watch some movies, Redbox here I come!
Thursday, February 10, 2011
You Know My Motivation
Currently listening to: Tonight (I'm Fucking You) - Enrique Iglesias/Ludacris
Yesterday was an extremely long day, I worked a double. I get so tired afterwards and I had originally planned on staying in and hanging out buuuuuut ol' White&Nerdy asked me if I'd come have a beer with him as a study break for him. I said sure, and I met him on the Alley side of O'Malley's. Just sat around and shot the shit for the whole night with him, it was really nice... till he ordered us shots of Jameson. And then I ordered American Honey. And then I ordered Rumple. And finally Cuervo. I didn't get retarded drunk by any means but he certainly wasnt turning them down. Elaine met him last night too and they really hit it off. I honestly think that some of the people I hang out with would scare him away so I am going to try to do my own thing with him till I feel comfortable introducing him to everyone else. It's like having a secret... but in a good way :)
I hate hate hate flirting! I always feel like I have no game, but I felt like I had some last night (before all those shots) - there was some light hand holding and whathaveyou. He's not a flamboyant queen at all either which is something that I REALLY like in a man... cause I mean come on, I'm gay because I like MEN, not little sissy boys, or else I would have kept banging chicks.
I think right now there is only one person that reads this... and that's okay. BTW: you are not one of the ones I think would scare him off. I mean come on, he LOVED Elaine!
Off to do the 3 S's and then go run some errands. The first wave of KC friends arrive at 8 tonight and I hope we can at least do dinner before we do anything else tonight. Plus I'm still supposed to hang out with White&Nerdy later. Such a stressful life I lead!
-Miguel
Yesterday was an extremely long day, I worked a double. I get so tired afterwards and I had originally planned on staying in and hanging out buuuuuut ol' White&Nerdy asked me if I'd come have a beer with him as a study break for him. I said sure, and I met him on the Alley side of O'Malley's. Just sat around and shot the shit for the whole night with him, it was really nice... till he ordered us shots of Jameson. And then I ordered American Honey. And then I ordered Rumple. And finally Cuervo. I didn't get retarded drunk by any means but he certainly wasnt turning them down. Elaine met him last night too and they really hit it off. I honestly think that some of the people I hang out with would scare him away so I am going to try to do my own thing with him till I feel comfortable introducing him to everyone else. It's like having a secret... but in a good way :)
I hate hate hate flirting! I always feel like I have no game, but I felt like I had some last night (before all those shots) - there was some light hand holding and whathaveyou. He's not a flamboyant queen at all either which is something that I REALLY like in a man... cause I mean come on, I'm gay because I like MEN, not little sissy boys, or else I would have kept banging chicks.
I think right now there is only one person that reads this... and that's okay. BTW: you are not one of the ones I think would scare him off. I mean come on, he LOVED Elaine!
Off to do the 3 S's and then go run some errands. The first wave of KC friends arrive at 8 tonight and I hope we can at least do dinner before we do anything else tonight. Plus I'm still supposed to hang out with White&Nerdy later. Such a stressful life I lead!
-Miguel
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
The Life & Times
Currently listening to: The Flaming Lips - Fight Test
I'm sitting here in the living room on the couches listening to my Top Rated playlist on iTunes... basically what I listen to when I sleep... the mellow sounds, right now I'm listening to The Flaming Lips and it makes me miss Sarah Heimerman hardcore. Last month getting to live and work with her in Wichita just made me think of our times together in Manhattan and how much I miss it.
But I came back because I wanted to. I came back because I'm going back to school.
The process can be so frustrating sometimes. I missed enrollment and I paid off my loans and K State too late to get into the 16 week courses for the semester, so now I can only take 8 week classes that wont start till March. Fuck my life I dont want to wait that long! I guess I'll just throw myself back into work like I did the last 4 years I've worked there.
That in itself is an interesting subject for me, how can I take my job seriously when I feel like I could do things better than even the management can? Well considering I WAS management for 3 years that will probably have the most to do with it. I just feel as if everything that I had worked to acheive during my time there went to shit in the 9 months that I was gone. Also gone is the level of trust I thought I had with the higher-ups as well. Oh well, I'll just continue to work my ass off and make MY money and be content. But don't ask for any favors from me... those days are long over.
I started dating someone when I was in Wichita for the holidays and we broke up a couple of weeks ago, he wanted to try and work things out but when someone is 2 hours away and I work and play all the time it's hard to change. I wouldn't expect anyone to change for me so why should you expect me to change what I do for you? Don't get me wrong I am sure at some point I'll have to change things to accomodate someone but not all at the same time please! I've been down that road before in my last relationship and in those 4 years I changed so much that I didnt know where to start when it ended. It took me a long time to build up the confidence I have now and it will not change for anyone unless you give me a good reason to. Needless to say when I told him I didn't want to work things out he didn't take kindly to it. But I hope we can at least be friends.
And this brings me to the NEW boy. My girl Jace is using nicknames so I will give him one as well: White&Nerdy. Which he is, but to a degree: 28 (older than I!), studying Horticulture at K State, nice, attractive (to me, at least) and a really nice guy. I met him last week at Ale House (I really don't like going there) so I took him to MY favorite bar and bought him a Belfast. We've been texting since then and tonight he came in to work and sat in my section and studied while I worked. Hung out for 3 hours... I'd stop and sit at his table and chat with him for a little bit in between my tables. We have standing plans to hang out on Thursday since I work till then and he has classes hardcore till Thursday afternoon.
This weekend I have a TON of KC friends coming down for my friend Krysti's wedding. I'm excited to see everyone for it! Especially since I don't have to work all weekend starting on Thursday night!
I'm sitting here in the living room on the couches listening to my Top Rated playlist on iTunes... basically what I listen to when I sleep... the mellow sounds, right now I'm listening to The Flaming Lips and it makes me miss Sarah Heimerman hardcore. Last month getting to live and work with her in Wichita just made me think of our times together in Manhattan and how much I miss it.
But I came back because I wanted to. I came back because I'm going back to school.
The process can be so frustrating sometimes. I missed enrollment and I paid off my loans and K State too late to get into the 16 week courses for the semester, so now I can only take 8 week classes that wont start till March. Fuck my life I dont want to wait that long! I guess I'll just throw myself back into work like I did the last 4 years I've worked there.
That in itself is an interesting subject for me, how can I take my job seriously when I feel like I could do things better than even the management can? Well considering I WAS management for 3 years that will probably have the most to do with it. I just feel as if everything that I had worked to acheive during my time there went to shit in the 9 months that I was gone. Also gone is the level of trust I thought I had with the higher-ups as well. Oh well, I'll just continue to work my ass off and make MY money and be content. But don't ask for any favors from me... those days are long over.
I started dating someone when I was in Wichita for the holidays and we broke up a couple of weeks ago, he wanted to try and work things out but when someone is 2 hours away and I work and play all the time it's hard to change. I wouldn't expect anyone to change for me so why should you expect me to change what I do for you? Don't get me wrong I am sure at some point I'll have to change things to accomodate someone but not all at the same time please! I've been down that road before in my last relationship and in those 4 years I changed so much that I didnt know where to start when it ended. It took me a long time to build up the confidence I have now and it will not change for anyone unless you give me a good reason to. Needless to say when I told him I didn't want to work things out he didn't take kindly to it. But I hope we can at least be friends.
And this brings me to the NEW boy. My girl Jace is using nicknames so I will give him one as well: White&Nerdy. Which he is, but to a degree: 28 (older than I!), studying Horticulture at K State, nice, attractive (to me, at least) and a really nice guy. I met him last week at Ale House (I really don't like going there) so I took him to MY favorite bar and bought him a Belfast. We've been texting since then and tonight he came in to work and sat in my section and studied while I worked. Hung out for 3 hours... I'd stop and sit at his table and chat with him for a little bit in between my tables. We have standing plans to hang out on Thursday since I work till then and he has classes hardcore till Thursday afternoon.
This weekend I have a TON of KC friends coming down for my friend Krysti's wedding. I'm excited to see everyone for it! Especially since I don't have to work all weekend starting on Thursday night!
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